does it not just totally and utterly suck how people's perception of you, your perception of people and your perception of a situation or relationship can firstly be totally and utterly off and that it secondly pretty much dictates how you act/react to everything.

i mean, my perception of "situtation A" just got killed and now I am SCREWED. like no idea how to deal with it. horrible. and horribly funny. the wors part is its distracting...every five second i have the tradition of thoughts of 'what the hell?' 'when did this happen?' 'how do i act?' 'why am i an idiot and worrying about this?' and it all could have been avioded if Z person being me had thought about things a little more! I mean i complain that people are oblivious. put me in that category too!

dammit. stupid preconceived perceptions.......

i mean what if i perceived that person J hated person C when really J and C were friends. or if i perceived that person G was really smart and didn't trully need help and was only being a tad bit lazy when really they needed the help? persceptions are bad. they hurt . or at least disarm them when proven false.

*sighs* this stupid. soooooooooooooooo stupid.

REMEMBER: PERCEPTION SUCK!!!!!

rinn xx

hi hi

nothing special up today just refreshing the journals.....


HOLIDAYS are coming yes! much needed break yeah? well i'm talking to my self so blah.

bye ya

British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[x] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[x] It's football...not soccer.
Total: 6

Australian
[x] You wear flip flops all year.
[x] You call flip-flops thongs, not flip-flops.
[x] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[x] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[x] You're a sports fanatic.
[ ] You are tanned.
[x] You're a bit of a bogan. (well so i'm told)
[x] You have an Australian something.
Total: 9

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[x] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces. (used to)
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[x] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[x] You speak some Italian.
[ ] You are under 5'10''
[ ] You know what a Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[x] You talk with your hands. ( oh DEFS)
Total: 7

Spanish
[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[ ] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[x] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. (mAyBe)
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[ ] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are.
Total: 3

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon.
[x] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[ ] You don't get cold easily.
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[x] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.
Total: 4

Irish
[ You think beer is the best.
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murph, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[x] You have been to a st. pattys day party.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland.
[ ] You have hair everywhere.
[ ] You have/had freckles
[x] Your family get-togethers always include drinking and singing.
Total: 4

African American
[ ] You say ni#*a/nukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun. (but i rather shoot animals )
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You refer to people as 'dawg' or 'homie'.
[ ] You can 'sing' gospel.
Total: 2

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math. 9may be quiet debatable soemtimes though)
[x] You play/have played the piano.
[x] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.
Total: 5

German
[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[ ] You speak some German.
[x] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You went to pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2.
[x] You like Limburger cheese.
Total: 6

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[x] You say eh. A lot.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French.
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.
Total: 1

French
[x] You enjoy pastry.
[ ] You like to walk most places or ride a bus/train, not drive.
[x] You enjoy wine.
[ ] You're rather rude to those who don't speak your language well
[ ] Love to speak formal French.
[ ] Butter and salt are your favorite condiments.
Total: 2

American
[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[x] You're lazy.
[ ] You are not cultured.
[x] You hate abortion.
[ ] But love the death penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[ ] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.
Total: 2


well that was interesting. hmmm.

I just want to go home.


i don't want the world to see me -- Iris by goo goo dolls