does it not just totally and utterly suck how people's perception of you, your perception of people and your perception of a situation or relationship can firstly be totally and utterly off and that it secondly pretty much dictates how you act/react to everything.

i mean, my perception of "situtation A" just got killed and now I am SCREWED. like no idea how to deal with it. horrible. and horribly funny. the wors part is its distracting...every five second i have the tradition of thoughts of 'what the hell?' 'when did this happen?' 'how do i act?' 'why am i an idiot and worrying about this?' and it all could have been avioded if Z person being me had thought about things a little more! I mean i complain that people are oblivious. put me in that category too!

dammit. stupid preconceived perceptions.......

i mean what if i perceived that person J hated person C when really J and C were friends. or if i perceived that person G was really smart and didn't trully need help and was only being a tad bit lazy when really they needed the help? persceptions are bad. they hurt . or at least disarm them when proven false.

*sighs* this stupid. soooooooooooooooo stupid.

REMEMBER: PERCEPTION SUCK!!!!!

rinn xx